Tuesday, November 18, 2014

The Only Question


Time is love did you know that?
Space is love.
Past is love and present, too.
Gravity, that apple, is love.
Flesh is love and bone is love.
The sword love, the gun love.
Everything do you see that
All is love now if you believe it?

No, I don't really believe it, either.
I've always wanted to believe it.
I always will.
Once I crossed over to the other side
And it was so – only pure, ecstatic love.
Nothing else but love anywhere at all
Except here, in this place  -
Why?

Monday, November 17, 2014

Sanity, a personal essay

"Human race get off your knees! Let The Lion sleep no more!"

We are born into this world into a human society that is insane. Throughout the length of our childhood via the uniquely human process of vastly extended ontogenesis our brain continues its development outside the womb into early adulthood wiring itself according to environmental input in a process that allows us as human animals to fine tune our intelligence with the h...elp of elders to the exact environment into which we are born. By the time we reach an age of reason when our brain is developed enough to discern right from wrong, our brain having been steeped in insanity throughout our existence here surrounded by other humans already conditioned to the insanity, interprets the insanity as sanity.

A few of us for some reason unknown to me do not fully accept this "sanity programming" and most of us then try to point out what we perceive as insanity. Our parents, siblings, friends and other adults and authority figures around us, in our modern society particularly school teachers, inform us in no uncertain terms that we are misinterpreting reality and in fact it is not our society that is insane but ourselves who are misapprehending our reality - if we persist in our "delusions" about the demonstrable insanity all around us, the social pressure upon us is incrementally increased depended upon exact circumstances leading over a length of time to us being informed then that it is ourselves who are insane, not the world.

For those of us who are so designated "insane", this begins a period typically during late childhood to early adolescence of great personal anguish. This period of human maturation is inherently prone to a high level of personal, emotional challenge as we transition from childhood into adulthood. For those of us who, through no fault of our own, did not properly internalize the "sanity programming", this adolescent period becomes hellish leaving us feeling extremely alienated from our fellow humans and from humans society itself by the time we are young adults. Our reason continues to inform us that we are in an insane world. In fact, as our education increases and we receive more information about this human world of ours as well as increasing experiences in our personal interaction with it, our perception of the insane nature of this human world only increases exponentially as does our sense of isolation and alienation from "the others".

So when I hear David Icke say this very thing out loud in public to an enthusiastic reception, it gives me more consolation than I can articulate. I would concur whole heartedly with, "Human race get off your knees! Let The Lion sleep no more!"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I3yJ3H2cM78

Saturday, November 15, 2014

America Finds Herself At Occupy Wallstreet



America stumbles through the throngs everything so bright and everything so loud and everything so beautiful, you know -  America stumbling stoned just the girl who drank the KoolAid at that party. She had been robed and she had been raped and she had been brutalized by all the fears and all the greed and all the ego of men. Wearing tattered clothes, sporting her leanest physique ever, baring her cross of poverty and hopelessness and powerlessness and despair - Fuck it all to hell, America thinks, laughing out loud now, shamelessly - fuck it all to living hell yeah sure so what I drank that KoolAid!

She is not angry, really, just very, very stoned.

Hey, hey, she asks a passing tall, young man with a thick black beard wearing an old, worn baseball cap that reads: "Local 341" - hey, you!  pointing a thin, long, bony finger at his chest - where the hell am I?

Your in Wall Street, Honey - just look up? the young man smiles, pointing his own finger directly upward at a thin patch of blue sky above between the towering buildings, laughing with America. 

As America takes a long look upward, she hears the young man moving off now yelling back at her in a friendly way  - Welcome to "Occupy Wall Street"!
Whatever THAT is? She wonders vaguely.
Those buildings scream up into the sky itself throwing her instantly into a fit of vertigo. America spinning in place a few times abruptly plops  her thin ass down hitting the hard pavement with a  thud. It sends a shock wave up from her tailbone through her spine popping out her crown chakra shooting up into that delirious sliver of blue sky above.

She thinks she might throw up. 
Thinking to herself - I just need to sit here a moment: damn!  Thinking a  little wildly, giddy-lost in the rush of people swirling all around her at what seems to her just then fantastic speeds.

What the hell was in that KoolAid? 

One thing is certain,  America says out loud now with an inkling of clarity (but not so loud as anyone might hear her in the hustle of the busy, weekday street) looking up at the jitterbugging throngs of people around her and then further up past them again at the tops of the buildings and that magnificent sliver of bright, blue sky thinking seriously now - head spinning - these are my people here:  RIGHT HERE GODDAMMIT!

America flashes a goofy grin at no one in particular just before throwing up violently onto the dirty pavement between her thin legs.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Poetic Eulogy for My Girl




O America
Wish I could take You in my arms
Let you cry here on my shoulder,
Sob here for as long as You need
A hand tenderly on Your head
Your Body pressed against my own
If You were not dead, you could mourn
All the transgressions of men.

There, there America,
My Sweet, Sweet Love,
How could You have known?
It was never Your fault -
You were merely a Child, after all.

All things come to death, my Child,
It is the way of this world -
Think of it as opening a door
Passing from one room into another

Friday, November 7, 2014

America on Acid, short story by David Sky


America starts to feel the tab of acid she had put on her tongue kick in hoping for a revelation or at least a few moments of surrender. In her mind now crawling with bizarre and insane thoughts of mundane and profound nature, she feels the breath of doom brush the back of her neck. It tickles a little, you know, feels like the breath of a lover and she presses her hand there on her neck longingly, smiling. There's a sound to the feeling of it, a playful sound, playful like the breath of a lover on the back of your neck, a tinkling sound maybe like finger bells?

I've come unhinged, she thinks, throwing back her head and laughing out loud.

I feel like I’m not functioning at a very high level these days, she continues her thinking out loud speaking to no one in a high pitched voice that rises a little hysterically at the end. America laughing at the understatement of it all, laughing a little too hard a little too long – American can't stop laughing but really, really, if you think about it, it's pretty funny, right?

Sometimes you have to laugh, she reassures herself, sighing heavily.

She thinks a little wildly - O, wow, feels like I just need to sit down and really relax for while a while. Maybe out in the mountains along a stream or something or maybe out on the ocean or on the shore along the beach somewhere where the waves are washing up rhythmically - you know? somewhere peaceful and quiet. Yeah, that sort of vibe right there, that's the ticket.

But the fantastic, carnival pace of free market capitalism and its attending political theater of the absurd demand virtually the opposite from her. It demands war, actually, lots and lots of war, continuous, unending war. America had gone for all her life but a mere handful of years without some of that war and even in those times of brief respite, she still had felt war baring down upon her. She feels the full weight of it, this ponderous momentum of war that is not a drum beat, no not all all, rather a mind numbing thumping as if an elephant the size of a continent were stomping the ground right next to where she is standing. After hundreds of years of war, America feels so achingly sick of war that she can barely bring herself to get out of bed in the morning.

And the noise! The noise was the worst of it all, America, looking all around her desperately now, not hearing that feeling of doom as a lover's playful breath on the back of her neck and not hearing that feeling as the light tinkling of finger bells but rather as a thunderous cacophony of millions of people telling so many lies and all at once all speaking so loudly and so goddamn fast that the sound of it seems to travel right through her bones in painful vibration following her anywhere she might choose to go?

I'll go mad! She wonders – no wait a minute, wait a minute … I've already gone mad shit that should be obvious to anyone paying any attention at all … throwing her head back again and laughing out loud, laughing insanely, tears streaming down her face. That's what anyone watching would think, just another totally deranged woman wandering aimlessly alone through New York City laughing insanely tears streaming down her sad face. Nothing to see here, people - move along now, move along.

America’s eyes glow as if inner lit, beaming crazily like the headlights of cars on the crowded city street at dusk. She had eaten at least a 1000 mics of some really nice, clean acid maybe an hour ago and America is peaking out now. She feels fully how lost she has been caught up in the pace of it all and how impossible it is to pull herself out of the narrow, noisy, metallic stream that seems to rush her along with it at ridiculously, preposterously increasing speeds. She sits down on an empty bench watching the throngs jitterbug past her in a kaleidoscope of whirling, streaming colors all running together in fantastical motion.

Suddenly America, eyes beatifically closed, feels that she is merely a Dove cooing softly high up in a branch under the friendly auspices of a warm, afternoon sun and she puts her head back this time not laughing but smiling ... I am only a Dove, yes, just sitting peacefully here in this warm, afternoon sun, actually feeling the sun warm on her upturned face and neck as the nearest streetlight kicks on in the last faint glow of dusk.

Ah, but the peace and stillness she craves seems such a tenuous dream, so hard to hold on to it, but she tries keeping her eyes tight and insisting that the thing I am is a Dove, just a lone Dove, quiet and soft and real. But America can't quite shake that underlying feeling that is more like a racehorse pumped up on amphetamines and steroids, eyes rolling around in its head, nostrils flaring, heart pounding like a freight train in its chest, running faster and faster, over these many decades until in the midst of an unholy cacophonous outrage of lies and commerce, America finds herself now running flat out as hard as she possibly can run simply to stay in the same place.

I must embrace this gaudy merry go round if I want to really milk this trip for all its worth, America insists to herself with a sudden, blinding flash of clarity. The wars O the wars! … they are so very far away, after all? And the needless, hopeless suffering of the masses that will wait, won't it? I mean, where are they to go, their wretchedness stretching now as it does from sea to shining sea? Right now these colors are so bright and so clear and so beautiful and the walls are breathing in concert with my breath in this lovely, syncopated harmony and PLEASE Dear God Almighty PLEASE! for just one moment in time let me forget all about the abuses of men ...

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

New Love - "Your Voice"


TEXT EXCHANGE

“If I don't hear your voice, I think I'll die”

“I think you will not die”

“Don't get all logical on me now, Love" 

“I can't talk tonight, early class tomorrow, you know we'd go on for hours but try not to die for tomorrow is another day”

“Augh! Philosophy majors!”

“Blasphemy will get you no where”

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Affirmational Poem, "Four Elements"

Incorporating the Four Elements for healing power. From Poems Become Invocations
by David Sky


My love is fire
Burning down the pain

My love is water
Washing away the fear

My love is earth
Because I am here

My love is air
Just Free and Clear

I am Free and Clear
I am Free and Clear