Monday, February 27, 2017

Stand Up Now!

"Stand Up Now"
A poem by David Sky 
(to be read out loud especially to children) 

Americans,
Stand up now!
Get off your knees!
Look up at the monster
In the room,
The Government, mighty Corporations,
It is become The Machine
Trying it's machine best
To subsume us, become us.
It is an inhuman, soulless thing.

Say to this thing right to It's Face, 

For the sake of your precious children
For the sake of your own dear souls -
“Hey, Fuck you, Machine, ENOUGH!”

Say, I AM America goddammit!
Say, I AM from sea to shining sea !
Say, I AM the mountains majesty!
America is not this land
Not the metal of its armies
Not a flag or a government
America is us all, we the people

Machine you will By-God
Answer to me now! -
To US now! To the people!
We are not your slaves

We are your master!

Sunday, February 26, 2017

Bonus Life, an essay

 A Vocation


At some level I really am one of those people who feel they have been given a second chance in life. I think of this as Bonus Time. The fact that this is bonus time makes it both more treasured and more reckless simultaneously. I have used this time as soon as I was again ambulatory to pursue the most important calling in life which is really a who more than a what. After years of this very taxing work, I now suffer uneasily with an abiding sense of having burned too many bridges, jumped into too many rabbit holes, shot one too many arrows at the sun in my headlong search for “her”. My own special PTSD, an occupational hazard if there ever were one. I have paid the price that I always knew was due without complaint or protest remaining focused and steadfast in what is most important and meaningful to me in this life of mine. Each considered effort requires herculean expenditures of energy and I can feel with each effort years off of my life accordingly deduct from my natural allotment with it all only to be multiplied by the ensuing, inevitable  agonies that accompany such failures of what I would refer to as truly momentous proportions. There are no disasters worse than disasters of the heart. Lovers, maniacs and widowers know what I'm talking about here. There is no time to indulge in pity there are vast strides of space time to cover yet and best case scenario merely a few decades to do so. It is not so easy a thing that I do. Few humans have the oddly eclectic skillset that lends itself to this unique work. Two of the most difficult things are not what might obviously jump to mind, I'd bet. Dealing with repeated, crushing, abject  failure as well as facing nearly universal criticism from everyone in my life and society et all. Apparently, my work violates some natural law I never got the memo on or maybe was never written down yet exists like a veritable lock stitch in the social fabric.

My bad.


I do not indulge in remorse but I am tired and beyond ready for retirement - but , alas, in this work one either succeeds or dies trying , there is no such thing as retirement. 

Saturday, February 25, 2017

The Grinder


Winding and Winding and Winding
Tightening down the grinder myself
All ground up now looking for her
Smooth and silky and very fine
Soon as that cup is cool to your lips
Take a long, slow sip, closing your eyes
Let it fill your sinuses, let it go to your head
You don't have to tell me if you like it
Just let me know if you want some more

Tuesday, February 21, 2017

Extremely short-short story, "Women"



"I just don't get it, Don, I try I mean I really try but I just don't think you can get women - "
Don interrupts, " I feel it is possible for men to understand women though it is likely rare. The trick is to ask a lot of questions and listen to the answers and read between the words not just the lines, read their faces, their eyes, the way their body moves or doesn't move, their actions most of all. Most of what a woman is saying she does not say with words, Bill. She speaks with every second of her being, you just have to really 'listen'".
"So you have no clue, either, you're saying?"
"No clue at all fuck they're unfathomable," admits Don.
They both laugh.

Monday, February 13, 2017

Women and Love

I listen to a woman she tells me from her words, movements, actions, the sharing of her personal history, her being, her most cherished hopes and dreams all these things and in a million different ways always whispering encouragements and loving intentions into my waiting ear. I miss that one special love that I have not had in many long years now of best-friend, ally and lover - emotional, mental and physical intimacy. 

Friday, February 10, 2017

Prose Poem, Circus Maximus

Circus Maximus is upon us now. All good souls seek safe haven in the sweet earth. The land and its people slipping inexorably over the cataracts of the abyss. Hunker down my seeds, hunker down riding the cataclysmic idiosyncrasies of life rather than being ridden by them and survive the tumultuous violence of the show. 
Sprout at first hint of warmth and explode into life:
Out of the sweet Mother earth seeds splitting open sinking roots deep into the ground and raising trunks and branches high up into father sky.
I am a strong tree roots anchored deep into mother earth enormous branches reaching across the heavens, rising up into the sky.

... I am the wind -
wild grasses quiver in my wake ...

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Journeying by David Sky

No vehicle for travel 
no home homeless 
no planes to fly overhead 
no trains to ride through the nights
no long embraces and convoluted escapades
no miscreant maladapted muddled and mildly 

mentally ill misadventures of erstwhile pilgrims.

We are none nothing the first the last the only
our first foot forward in best, most vigorous zen 

spirit striding across the very
cataracts of tomorrow

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Grandma's Apartment Mom Visits

Earliest Memories


Inside cause mom is here visiting me today and I had seen her car outside – I am always outside ever so much as I can be in any kind of weather running into apartment to hug mom grandma feeling overjoyed and grandma asks, “can you go fetch your grandpa, son, tell him it's time for dinner” and I say “sure it's never hard to find him.


As I'm running out of the apartment my mom asks curiously, “why is it so easy to find him, Honey?”


Just have to find a huge group of little girls all gathered together and he'll be right in the middle telling jokes and doing those magic tricks like he does with coins” I say.


Both grandma and mom yell, “wait” and I stop and look questioningly at them both


Magic tricks?” my mom asks incredulously and they both share a glance that says to me they had never soon granddad's magic tricks before. Grandma look perplexed and upset about something. I tell them mostly it's these tricks with coins, “i don't know just ask him to do one for you?” I suggest. I do sense that something is wrong about granddad being around a group of little girls just no idea what that could be? I hear grandma saying, “Dear God Ensel not again” my mind cannot connect any relationship between these things but I do feel it that there is something there and when I find granddad not far surrounded by a group of little girls mostly a few boys around for the show, I called from a distance, “Dinner's ready!” and he nodded that he had heard me and ran back to the house after looking at the little girls dressed in bright dresses, pony tails, granddad towering over them with a can old fedora hat usually a suit jacket on with slacks.


I get back and grandma and mom are not talking about granddad but I can sense something in the air. I think of granddad that he sits by the living room window and scratches is head with thick, yellow talons for fingernails making this horrible sound that was amazingly loud I learn to shut out effectively things from the environment then at an early age. He ignores me though in a consistent manner just ignoring that I exist it was as if to him he decided in his head that I just did not actually live there. As an adult now, I can well understand his sentiment on that case but I was a good kid went WAY out of my way to play along at not actually being there so as to be as seamless a presence as possible in the apartment where I lived with dying Aunt Norma as well.



Later I discovered the concept of proximity abandonment someone being physically present but not emotionally present in relationship with us. In a strange way I look back now at it all as if it were a time of divine protection as I pass through the bellow of the beast here relatively unscathed heavy emphasis on relatively there like in I recall once in grasping the full measure of it all thinking, thank God I wasn't a little girl and wondering of how such a seemingly random thing ends up making what seems a big difference in my life.