My own End of Year Astrology Review 2020 ... ongoing ...
When you were burned at the stake in a past life as a Witch by an angry group of village idiots, you come into the next life a little punchy around issues of public opinion, seen most clearly around the MC and Saturn and any planets in clear apex in the sky on or near the MC and, as with myself, you see it elsewhere since the MC and 10th is empty so here looking at "what is NOT there" as if no part of me was willing to deal with it head on ergo also Saturn suppresses the 5th House of self expression, my Sun, and in Capricorn to boot that's like living in the trenches bullets always flying overhead so you have to keep your head down, man. For me, that's hypervigilance as well. Uranus is hiding in Leo in the deep dark of my 12th but keeps good, daily and harmonious connection with my sun. Then with Gemini in the Midheaven gives maximum flexibility to move in and out of career paths all the better to remain anonymous especially with Mercury ruler of Gemini exactly opposite by a close orb and on my IC adding a Virgo AC with Pluto a whisper away in the 12th forming a T square to Mercury on IC and MC and yet it is natural to appear as unassuming as possible.
I don't claim memory of this but I feel that I must have stood out in some way in that lifetime when I was burned at the stake? In a way not meaning to rather by being peculiar somehow by nature?
Since a small child, I have had an inordinate fear of crowds knowing what a crowd can be, the very worst kind of Monster. A few Concerts most memorable Michael Franti found me nearly transcendent in enormous, packed in crowds but the vibration was 100 percent joy and peace and love and something I will never forget but I retain that innate distrust of crowds, I'm afraid.
Srsly though nuts but Uranus Retro in natal in Leo in 12th opposing Chiron and trine the Sun.
O I was totally a Witch but a Good Witch dammit man tried to tell them ... not that it mattered ... sigh ...
